Monotony
You shouldn't lift a finger to people who are
better than you, so you don't.
This is the drill we know, the routine they expect.
Just scurrying past the cast-iron gates leaves me dry-mouthed.
They line the pavements,
dominant males roosting at the bus stop, hands on the smalls
of the female backs. Filthy yet so clean.
Clack, clack, clack in my bedraggled skirt.
A big white starry jacket. The zip's stuck.
They erode your dignity slowly, as they notice these things.
"Where do you shop?" hollow laughter.
Empty vessels, "where do you shop?"
you want to ask why their tongue has more power than
their mind, but you don't.
"Charity handouts?"
Clink, clink, clink, you've paid for this.
A swish of perfect hair
clucking at the scraggy ravens on the opposite side of the road.
Tottering along a sacred pavement, thighs hugged together by firm
pressed black
pull it down over the knees when the organ starts.
Long hours, straight backed, uttering
breathless litanies of words
they will never understand.
One girl even fainted.
Talk of Oxbridge, aren't they.
They pick their way past you, a breeze of refined
masculinity. Snap.
You can smell it on their starched white collars,
smell it on their necks.
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